sometimes i don't think it's because that i'm not good with my words.but rather the fact that i get misunderstood when i say what i want to.being stubborn or being selfish does not help.

or maybe i just dknw the right way to channel my thoughts.

right now, i just know.how much i'm willing to go all out for you despite the consequences.and how little you are willing to do so.thinking for yourself, making sure your ass is always out of trouble.being insensitive towards me.being so afraid of them or in particular, him.

i tried, really hard i've tried.to be a better boyfriend.my ego gets bruised, i lay my pride down on the line.i get hurt.

now my eyes are open.i see the real you when the going gets tough.do you see what i see?

on the other hand, i'm rather a happy guy now because my hot toys mark III is coming on wednesday!a really big thanks to joshua.