without you, i'm just me.

five hundred and fourteen days.since we first got together.six hundred and sixty five days.since i first met you.

i want you to know.that heaven and hell couldn't pull us apart, girl.i know that in my heart that no matter what the future holds, you and i will stay strong for each other.

because i need you in my life.because you mean everything and more.because i'm afraid to lose you, but not afraid to love you with all my heart.

and i want to build my future around you.

i want to have someone who will nag at me for splurging on comic books yet she won't really care much because she would want to read it too.i want to have someone who can actually giggle like a silly girl when i carry her because she thinks its a really cheap thrill.i want to have someone who i can cook together with but only she will do the dishes later heh.i want someone who would smile in her sleep when i'm holding her in my arms.i want someone who would look ridiculously good in an oversized tee.i want someone who will let me look at her putting her make up on whenever we're getting ready to go out.

and that's you girl.the most wonderfully beautiful woman that i've ever known, and probably the only woman i would want to love.

because with you, i find happiness beneath all the mess and wreckage.i find peace and strength.i find hope and love.i find a sense of security and belonging.i find everything that give me a reason to believe in us, forever and always.

with you, i am complete.without you, i'm just me.

happy 17th month love.