alrighty, this is funny.. I was asked to blog so here I am, Sherilyn and not your regular goofball kwan chunsang (say it the way weihow says it. haha). I swear it's difficult to think up of something to blog about especially when it isn't your own.

Anyway, CS and I.. 8 mths and counting. Come to think of it that big leap I took the night I decided to be his well, I wouldn't say I have regretted it though there are times where sometimes we can get so frustrated with each other, the things we say can really hurt that sometimes you just want to give up but then you stop to think about it... do you truely wanna do that? hahah..ok wait a minute, I am contradicting with my recent action that was solved after 11 hours but you know what I mean.

I have to admit that I'm pretty cynical about love and relationships due to the past but being with CS probably changed my view on it all. It's like when you're really with someone you love the feeling is undescribable and CS being who he is, he really doesnt have to do much and just listening him to speak or even see him burst out into this rare laughter that I doubt others have heard... it's just, woahh.. like damn, I actually have someone whom I can rely on, make me laugh, cry, be angry, allow me to be myself and not give a hoot if I have god knows how many Nexcare pimple stickers on my face (not that you ppl needed to know that) and also be able to love back. ((((: That seriously makes me a happy goober.. as in having him.

So CS, I love you for who you are. I love the way you try to be serious with me but can't and end up bursting into laughter. I love the way you actually look at me where it's full of love and total adoration. I love that though you think you are hiding your emotions it's clearly shown by your eyebrows. =D I love that you are extremely patient with me though I am rather annoying. I love that cocky look you're able to give despite knowing that it'll irritate me but what the heck, it's so you. I love the fact that you can actually get all political and care about how much the world will suffer. I love the way you put your arms around me and make me feel so safe and secure. I love it when you get all cheeky but pretend that you're all innocent. I love the fact that you're able to touch me so deep with the littlest things possible. I love the fact you love me for who I am and I love the way you call me baby.

i love you baby boy. (x

wheehoo.. that's a long entry. alrighty, gtg 'cos mum's nagging.


yours and only yours,
Sherilyn.