so deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
off guard, red handed
now i'm far from lonely
asleep, i still see you lying next to me
so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, i...

i need something else
would someone please just give me
hit me, knock me out
and let me go back to sleep
i can't laugh all i want inside, i still am empty
so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, i...

i'll be just fine pretending i'm not,
i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got
i'll be just fine pretending i'm not,
i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got

i guess, i remember every glance you shot me
unharmed, i'm losing weight and some body heat
i squalled so hard
i stopped your heart from beating
so deep that i didn't even scream
i...

i'll be just fine pretending i'm not
i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got
i'll be just fine pretending i'm not
i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got

and it's all that i've got
yeah, it's all that i've got
it's all that i've got
it's all that i've got
it's all that i've got

so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
so deep that i didn't even scream "fuck me"

i'll be just fine pretending i'm not
i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got
i'll be just fine
pretending i'm not
i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got

and it's all that i've got
yeah all that i've got

just fucking insecure.it's like i'm empty on the inside, a void.it fucking hurts.

4 more new movie masterpiece 12 inch figures from hot toys.the spirit and the octopus from the spirit, hellboy and abe sapien from hellboy 2.





hot toys did it again with spot on likeness for all 4 figures.this does not bode well for toy collectors.lucky it's coming out at the 2nd quarter of 2009.lol and i want hellboy!click here for more.

fyp presentation.like finally 2 semesters of hard work, we're done and dusted with it.hoorah.bila bila kallang river!pictures.

fyp team. (:

security element (rosey) and chopsticks boy (me),

conman (nasri) and man killer (haruna)...

...and ummm, yea shakthee lol.

starburst lollipops!

lol got those lollis from nessa.anw presentation went well.only one assessor came at first, which sucked as the other teams in the class presented and we are still waiting for our assessors.then the other 5 (including shaun) came in a bunch.ended up being the last team to start but first team to finish presenting.

we fucking rock or what?hahahaha.at least this time no stupid question by the assessors.

waited for sherilyn's presentation to be over before having lunch together.baby look pretty in her formal wear XD.then i crashed her crib.pictures.




i look so gloomy in all the pictures.hahaha.

to sherilyn.it's true that i do run out of words to tell you how much i love you.we've been through so much together, thick and thin.times where i made you cried so hard, times where i made you laugh like nobody's business, times where i just shower you all my adoration, times when i can't stay angry at you, times where you get so grouchy to the point that it irritates.so much to say but that's all i can think of now.anw i'm just wanna say how glad that our relationship turned out this way.you're definitely the bestest of my best friends and it doesn't take much for you to make my day.every little thing you do never fails to amaze me til now.we'll always say we love each other more than the other party does.but trust me it's such healthy competition that makes us realise that we're still very deeply in love with each other.

haruna's open house yesterday.met up with vanessa, nasri and sarah before heading there together.supposed to reach there at 4 but due to some hungry pple (not me!) we only reach there abt an hour later.so burger king lunch.



so anyways, haruna's house is huge.when i say huge, it's huge.reminds me of my old flat at jurong west.haruna apparently has alot of bangles in her cupboard.rosey didn't wear her tudung again!haha and those pple were watching this tamil film called mission istanbul.the theme song damn funny.but one of the lead actor's body buff siol.

hoorah we managed to finish our poster there!alright enough talk.pictures.

the women of my fyp team.

waitttt!

gimme the camera goddamit!

tudung-less.

OMG gayyyy!

to end this off, never engage rosey for card games.either she's too slow or she'll start humping the floor, rofl.especially when we played murderer, massive!


sherilyn all over.

astro boy.23th october 2009.



zomfggggg.of all things, astro f**king boy!childhood dream come true!it's like, there are certain childhood cartoons you watch that you want made into a movie.astro boy is one of 'em.a definite must watch next year.with freddie highmore voicing astro boy and nic cage voicing doctor tenma.there's kristen bell too (drools) but dknw who is she voicing though.

the teaser trailer look zomfg raddd.this is gonna rock some balls.

meet the boy, who's built for adventure.

star trek the movie trailer.

never did was a trekkie (star trek fan) but i do know my spocks and kirks.must say that this trailer is omfg-ly mind boggling stuff.imho, every fanboy's wet dream.i still think that zachary quinto's spock is too pretty boy-ish.judging from the trailer, he still have that sylar thing going on which is bad.and sherilyn has been going on and on about chris pine zzz. -___-'''

trailer screenshots!

"what is your name?"
"my name is james tiberius kirk."

skipped school today again.because baby girl overslept so yea.pictures from her new phone!

((:

ahhh the wonders of photoshop.

emo!

and before i forget.HAPPY 19TH TO HARUNA!guess she's having a blast of a day since she didn't come sch also.haha.

HAPPY 9TH MONTH BABY GIRL!


ahhh how time flies.so fast and it's 9 months into the relationship.like what haruna said, only 3 more months before our 1st year.haha i still remember the day when she first caught my eye, sitting in front of me at the e1 cafe.what a beautiful girl i must say, heh.bad mistakes, we've made a few but we're still deeply in love with each other.i love you sherilyn! ((:


you'll always be my thunder.

man utd 5-0 stoke city.back in business!


so we mauled them stoke city 5 goals to nil.this will probably be remembered as ronaldo's resurgeance back to form and young danny welbeck announcing his arrival to the big stage with a 25 yard goal.what a goal i must say.

the influx of youth in united's squad was present, and they did not disappoint.jonny evans and danny walbeck blended in perfectly, while darren gibson and manucho clearly need more games under their belt.but overall, a domineering performance.we're back!

when you see my face hope it gives you hell
hope it gives you hell
when you walk my way hope it gives you hell
hope it gives you hell

that is for you.

pictures.







i <3 toola roola. ((:

now where's your picket fence love?

truth be told, i miss you.

the big saturday night match.arsenal 2-1 man utd.probably the best premier league match so far.


and like you can see from dimitar berbatov's expression.what the heck exactly went wrong?berba's blowing hot and cold, rooney's off form, ronaldo's not proving his worth and tevez's always on the bench.

though i do admit samir nasri was instrumental in tearing united apart with his 2 goals, but blame the loss on our defence again.age has certainly caught up with gary neville.definitely at fault for both goals.but rafael da silva gives us a reason to smile with a cracker of a volley inside the box. (:

and happy belated birthday to vanessa!though i think liting sounds nicer lol.but anw dinner at sakura on friday night to celebrate her birthday.we lasted long than we did back at seoul garden.achievement?lol.

and yes my camera is corrupted.pictures all gone. T.T

awwww baby is so sweet with that blogpost she did.i admit, it's better than the one i did on her blog.i love you tons and tons. ((:

alrighty, this is funny.. I was asked to blog so here I am, Sherilyn and not your regular goofball kwan chunsang (say it the way weihow says it. haha). I swear it's difficult to think up of something to blog about especially when it isn't your own.

Anyway, CS and I.. 8 mths and counting. Come to think of it that big leap I took the night I decided to be his well, I wouldn't say I have regretted it though there are times where sometimes we can get so frustrated with each other, the things we say can really hurt that sometimes you just want to give up but then you stop to think about it... do you truely wanna do that? hahah..ok wait a minute, I am contradicting with my recent action that was solved after 11 hours but you know what I mean.

I have to admit that I'm pretty cynical about love and relationships due to the past but being with CS probably changed my view on it all. It's like when you're really with someone you love the feeling is undescribable and CS being who he is, he really doesnt have to do much and just listening him to speak or even see him burst out into this rare laughter that I doubt others have heard... it's just, woahh.. like damn, I actually have someone whom I can rely on, make me laugh, cry, be angry, allow me to be myself and not give a hoot if I have god knows how many Nexcare pimple stickers on my face (not that you ppl needed to know that) and also be able to love back. ((((: That seriously makes me a happy goober.. as in having him.

So CS, I love you for who you are. I love the way you try to be serious with me but can't and end up bursting into laughter. I love the way you actually look at me where it's full of love and total adoration. I love that though you think you are hiding your emotions it's clearly shown by your eyebrows. =D I love that you are extremely patient with me though I am rather annoying. I love that cocky look you're able to give despite knowing that it'll irritate me but what the heck, it's so you. I love the fact that you can actually get all political and care about how much the world will suffer. I love the way you put your arms around me and make me feel so safe and secure. I love it when you get all cheeky but pretend that you're all innocent. I love the fact that you're able to touch me so deep with the littlest things possible. I love the fact you love me for who I am and I love the way you call me baby.

i love you baby boy. (x

wheehoo.. that's a long entry. alrighty, gtg 'cos mum's nagging.


yours and only yours,
Sherilyn.

didn't have school today and sherilyn skipped.pepper lunch at amk hub.

pretty pretty.

looking amazed.

went to watch quantum of solace after that.haha but was a mad rush and only got inside the theater just in time for the movie to start.

the show sucked, really.trying to hard to better casino royale but totally cannot make it.they made bond so devoid of emotions and the storyline was pretty darn questionable.plus, it lacks the glamour of a james bond movie and the action sequences were rather over the top at times.movie stills.


olga kurylenko does provide some eye candy as bond girl camille.hot and exotic, i like-ke.though agent strawberry fields (played by gemma arterton) brings back the whole classy and elegant bond girl look of the '60s which is another hot one.haha.

overall 2 and a half popcorns.the movie was a killjoy considering the hype.